It's 2011.
I waited for it for so long time to come but now that it is here, I reminisce the good moments of 2010, which were predominantly the first half of 2010.
Then, I was my usual happy self.
I let my own insecurities ruined my own happiness. My happy and confident self was seen as not the real me, but the petty, angry person now. This is really disappointing.
As much as I try, the happiness isn't coming back. I now constantly live in fear and unknown, just like the moment when the gate at the Flying Fox opened and I was to jump.
That heighten anxiety and fear is far more worse now because unlike Flying Fox where there is a rope to hang on to, I have nothing.
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