Not sure when did this feeling creep into me, but somehow I've started to be doubtful about people. I doubt their good intentions, their love, and what they say. It is tiring. Because not only that, I am also constantly counter-checking what they said against their actions.
I long to be carefree and be totally trusting. Perhaps it is due to the recent spade of events that have taught me lessons on trust and human nature, that I'm getting more skeptical than before about human beings. I don't know. But this is getting too heavy for me to cope and is affecting my relationship with people. I can't use my senses about people anymore because I realize I had trusted the wrong people. I am totally disillusioned now.
And because of this, I might have doubted innocent people- people who genuinely care and love me.
So my dear ones, if you happen to read this, please bear with me while I sort out my thoughts and learn to trust again.
1 comment:
I hope you feeling much better today :-) dealing with human emotions, you can't never guess their sentiments and what they are thinking. All we can do is just to learn to accept things as they are, and prayed God will protect us from bad intention.
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